Thursday, March 3, 2011

brain vomit.

so on tuesday the 22nd of febuary christchurch had a massive earthquake.. again! i was so scared. i feel like now after every after shock that the house might crumble around me. dying doesnt seem so bad now. feel like i would give anything to not feel this sick feeling. how does one move on? what will happen to my city?? will i ever be able to move on? how many more after shocks and earthquakes.
i do feel lucky that i made it out of the CBD alive, i have such awesome people around, and need to keep trusting in God,
he has a plan for all of chch